Wednesday, March 31, 2010

安息吧,子扬




人生无常,有些事不是我们能控制的。
就像是我们的人生,我们永远都不会知道下一秒钟会发生什么事。
人生短短几十年,说短不短,说长不长。
问自己,你能在这短短的岁月里为自己做些什么。

几天前,我从我其中一个朋友的口中得知她的一个朋友最近出车祸了,昏迷了几天。。。
虽然我不认识他,但我也为他祈祷,希望他会早日苏醒,我也看到他朋友送上满满的祝福。
我心里面想,这么多的祝福,肯定会感动上苍的,
不幸的是人算不如天算,他在昏迷后的第七天敌不了死神,英年早逝。


不知道为什么,我的心痛了起来,痛得我无法呼吸。。。
它让我回想起两年前发生的事,我那时候的痛苦和悲伤。
有时候,我很佩服当时我并没有崩溃。
我曾以为我会因为失去亲爱的人而崩溃,可是庆幸的,我没有。
我更没有因此而垂头丧气因为我终相信我的人生是有希望的。






所以我奉劝那些认识子扬的朋友和亲戚们要振作起来,
我相信子扬也不想你们为了他而伤心流泪。
为了他,
你们更应该活得精彩,快快乐乐的度过这一生,这也许是他希望你们能为他做的事。。。





子扬,安息吧。
我希望你在另一个世界找到你要的快乐和幸福,不要在人间留恋了。

最后,
我想说,
人真的是渺小的,更不能敌过天意的。
我们能做的事就是珍惜眼前的事物。


Friday, March 26, 2010

I miss my father...



Oh crap,it's been a long time.

And I am crying like a baby now.
How WEAK I am.
I know I shouldn't cry,I should be like a man,I should hide my emotion but sorry,I can't.

I miss my father,I miss the way he cared for me,I miss how he blabbered at my ears and I blamed myself for not treating him well last time.I am so regret now.
I am sorry,dad.

Dad,
I am sorry for not listened to you when you needed someone to talk to...
I am sorry for argued with you...
I am sorry for not being patient enough...
I am sorry for not following your will...
I am sorry for everything...
and how I wish I can talk to you now.
But that's impossible,right?
I am dreaming again.
The dream that never realised.

Dad,
I promise you I will be more hardworking,
be more punctual,
be more patient to mum,
be more like a man should be...

Dad,you won't know how much I hate Father's day...
and YOU won't how much jealous I am...
and all had became memories...


There is too much things I wanted to share with you,dad.
But time don't allow me.
Death took you away from me and I can't ever call you dad again.

How I wish there is a reverse button in my life...


Dad,allow me to cry one more time...


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Changes

I am not in the mood to update my blog recently.
Too much things happened in these days.
I find it hard to accept sometimes.
Friends,what is the true meaning?





How fragile can friendship be?
It keeps me wonder too.

How can anyone swear to GOD that she/he will always be the most fair one?
I bet,the answer is no one.
No matter what,I wish you all the best.
Fly high in life.





Here are some quotes/saying about friendship:
1.The human survival is based on friendship.
From the highest authority to the lowest bums living on the streets all of them have experienced in some way or the other one of these different kinds of friendships.
We take this friendship for granted because it is something that exists naturally in society and most of us never really have to actually go out into the world looking for...

2.
Friendship is a necessary aspect of every human’s life, as we are not self sufficient in and of ourselves.
Despite its necessity, in some cases we are either forced or morally required to end these relationships. When the trust between two parties has been broken, the loyalty of the friendship is soiled...

3.
When I think about what makes someone a good friend, I think about all the characteristics of my own friends. My personal definition of a friend, is someone who is always looking out for me, and will help me if I’m in trouble. A friend has to be someone I trust and who trusts me in return. Another important characteristic in a friend is some...

张国荣-追



这首歌,我找了好久。
值得一听。
希望你们会喜欢。

张国荣-追



这一生 也在进取这分钟 却挂念谁
我会说 是唯独你不可失去

好风光 似幻似虚 谁明人生乐趣
我会说 为情为爱 仍然是对

谁比你重要 成功了败了也完全无重要
谁比你重要 狂风与暴雨都因你燃烧

一追再追 只想追赶生命里一分一秒
原来多么可笑 你是真正目标
一追再追 追踪一些生活最基本需要
原来早不缺少 ha...
有了你 即使平凡却最重要

好光阴 纵没太多 一分钟 那又如何
会与你 共同渡过 都不枉过

疯恋多 错误更多 如能从新做过
我会说 愿能为你 提前做错

谁比你重要 成功了败了也完全无重要
谁比你重要 狂风与暴雨都因你燃烧

一追再追 只想追赶生命里一分一秒
原来多么可笑 你是真正目标
一追再追 追踪一些生活最基本需要
原来早不缺少 Oh... 只得你
会叫我仿佛人群里最重要

有了你 即使沉睡了
也在笑

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Movie Review for 永久居留

我想说之前没看过Gay片,况且朋友也想看,所以就从Gerald那边弄来这部戏来看。
这部戏其实蛮有启发性的。







我把重点列下:

1,Ivan(云海)自小就被爸妈欺负,只有他的婆婆才是最宠爱他的。他对他婆婆的孝心是看在眼里,甜在心里。他的这种行为提醒了我要对我妈妈尽孝,哪怕有一天她老了,有了老人迟呆症,我也要对她不离不弃,体谅她,爱护她,就像她以前照顾我一样。

2,Ivan(云海)对待自己人生的态度,他的婆婆曾经批算他会很短命,只有三十年的阳寿。尽管如此,他还是抱着正面的观念对待自己的人生,他要在他有生之年有一番成就。这种观念是值得我们学习的。

3,Ivan(云海)对Vincent(林风)的爱。尽管时间流逝,Ivan还是深爱着Vincent,这点是值得令人感动。(虽然我不是很懂男男爱的情感是如何,还有,难免某些人会对男男爱产生谜思和误解)。

4,Ivan(云海)的哲学。例子:
我们原是死亡之海的精灵,偶然被浪冲上了岸,只好探险一番,而那,就是人生了。
人们常用海象征生命,我觉得海更像死亡,无边无际,无始无终,不可知,不可测。


最后,给喜欢哲学的你,这部是个值得一看的电影,我推哦。^^
记得跟我分享你的观后感。

Monday, March 15, 2010

Movie Review for Sorority Row

What comes to your mind when the word TRUST appears to you?
How will you deal with it when your loyalty are being tested?
Do you think you trust someone wholeheartedly?
How will you choose between your future and friendship?
Do you think others trust you well and treat you wholeheartedly too?
Can you guarantee that your friends would not betray you someday?

Let Sorority Row tells you all.


Just finished watching this movie with my friends and I thought hey,I am kinda like it.=P
Trust,played the main part of this killing game.
And the curiosity of Andy encourage him to get to know about the big secrets
of Sorority sisters and trust is put up for the game.

Do watch it to know more and share your thoughts with me on CBOX.

It's time to sleep.Ciao~

For Jeffrey


Jeffrey,this post is specially for you.

Jeffrey,the one I used to hang out at most time.
We went to saloon to have our haircuts together,we did crazy things and etc together.
(It would be a LONG list if I want to list it all.)
and to be honest,I miss him,a lot.

I have not talked to Jeffrey for quite awhile.
Last night,I managed to talk to him and we had a heart-to-heart talk.
To be honest,he amazed me.
He is changing,to a better person now.
Through the way he talks and the way he thinks,I can tell,he is growing up.
He has a deeper insight and mature thought now.

Like what he said,his working experience cannot be bought and cannot be valued.
I am glad that this whole experience bring changes in his life and I am happy for him too.
and thanks for your good words.=D

I wish you all the best in your life here,Jeffrey.

Fly high and do visit me once a while.

TAKE CARE!

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Movie Review for Percy Jackson

Just finish watching
Percy Jackson & the Olympians: The Lightning Thief
and it is the worst movie I ever seen.
In my opinion,it is another poorly made movie(trash movie),
example like Drag me to hell.=s

First of all,
The starting is boring and the climax is setted
to further behind,people probably get bored
and fall asleep before they manage to watch the climax part.

Secondly,
I cannot feel or see the so-called power lie in the son of GOD.
They looked no different to ordinary human
and all they got is melee fighting,
don't you feel it is way too human?

Thirdly,
The dialogue is not creative.
The scripts was way too messy.
There are parts where the lines are absolutely unnecessary,
but to serve only as time filler.

Well,there are still lot to be listed
and I am going to left it for you guys.
Do comment or share your thoughts with me on my CBOX.;p


Percy Jackson & the Olympians:The Lightning Thief

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

燃烧吧,斗志!

我开始找到了方向。这段时间我领悟了许多。

第一,
自信很重要,一个人如果没有自信,就像是没了魂的傀儡。
没有自信,什么事也不能做好。

第二,
升学只是生活里一个转泪点,一个人没受教育,
不代表他/她不会有成功的一天。当然,我也希望我能做到最好的。

第三,
有时候,人不要为了某些事而钻牛角尖,看开点,
你会发觉世界的另一面,更美好的一面。。。

第四,
我有机会升学已经是一种赐福了,我应该好好珍惜它,
好好地规划我的未来和为了它而奋斗。

我还要谢谢一直以来支持我的朋友和家人。
为了你们,我一定会奋斗下去。

燃烧吧,斗志!

Saturday, March 6, 2010

越寂寞,越空虚

为了朋友和家人,我一直坚持下去。
心里想说失败了,没什么大了的,站起来,又重来。

可是我最近都提不起劲来。。。
我尝试强颜欢笑,很努力让自己开心,
可是就是不能快乐起来。。。我的快乐呢?它在哪里?


可是我不能辜负我妈妈对我的期望,我不可以那么自私,
我不可以那么没出息。。。

我要带给我妈妈欢乐,为了她,我会一直坚持下去。。。

但是空虚的我该怎么办呢?有谁能告诉我?

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Emptiness,it strike me again

And the emptiness strike me again.

Have you stuck in a situation that you are so helpless
and emotional without any apparel reason?

Well,I am facing it now.
I find myself very addicted to blogging nowadays because
I think it is the best way to confess how I feel now.


I felt so left out AND all alone.
How I wish someone can give me a HUG now...Apparently,
I do not have one.I wanted so badly to explode...
Let all the emotions flow out by itself but
I cannot and I don't why.Weird huh?


Blah blah blah...I guess that is all for today.
I am too tired of frowning all this time.It is time
for me to rest my mind for a while.


and the theme song for today is All Alone by Chris Richardson.
Image credit to>>smallprince8



Ciao

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Another crazy night

So,we went to yamcha again.
We planned to go Ghani Corner at first but Ghani Corner
was too crowded with people,so we changed
our venue to new Ghani outlets.


We blasted each others with our private jokes again
and this time,I am not the main target.
It's Alex.He got beat down by girls power.
It was the first time he became so
speechless and helpless.
I laughed so hard at his speechless face expression.
XD


It was a crazy night.It was the first time
I felt so tired because I laughed so hard.
I can't stop laughing and it is no doubt that
Alex was bornt as a
comedian.
He never failed me with his freaking cold jokes.
LOL


Well,I guess that's all I can write today.

Ciao~