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Some people don't think when they talk.
Yesterday night, I was having an awkward moment.
I was having a hard time
to share about my own privacy.
I don't feel like answer when people ask
me about my relationship.
This is something that I want to keep to myself.
People think that I am crazy sometimes.
But what people don't know is that
I can get pretty serious too.
I just don't like to expose that part of me to public.
Sometimes, I get annoyed when people ask me
about my relationship.
They will add a why at the back.
Seriously, you think that being single is
a disease that can't be cured or what?
The next ridiculous question would be:
"Are you gay?"
WTH?!
Yes, I used to get pissed off when people put me
into this shit.
Can't you guys just stop asking?
If I am gay also, it's none of your concern, right?
It would be my family concern.
Okay, back to the topic.
Believe it or not,
I had two relationship before.
Okay, that's it, I think that's enough for now.
I hope this shit will end soon.
I hope I won't being asked
about my relationship anymore.
Give me some space.
"Open your eyes, just say goodbye..."
Yea,I went to sing K again.
Twice in a week, awesome huh? Wee~
I am pretty enjoy my life now.
It's because I am always surrounded
by awesome people here.
That's only reason I like about Kampar.
I can't imagine to live in this place
without friends.
Seriously, I can't even imagine.
And I can go mad for staying close with Kah Hui
and Chin Hooi for a long period.
They couldn't stop *cendok* me. -.-
Am I the only one who is slumber here?
I am still in a holiday mood now.
I feel reluctant to do anything now.
So far, I have only went through one chapter of
Pengajian Malaysia.
I don't even start doing my assignments yet.
Guess it's not hitting me hard yet? O_o
Kent and Szeung,
both of you please be happy,okay?
I don't know what can I do to make
you guys happy but I am here
if you need someone to talk.
Cheers.
Is it the season of love yet?
I feel like it's time for me
to start a relationship.
To have a girlfriend?
To have a boyfriend? << Okay, this sounds crazy. LOL~
Ignore me, I just want to spam my blog post. ;p
Things can get pretty crazy at times.
I went to Tesco 3 times in this week.
I went to jog and had
my breakfast at McD on 2 consecutive days.
I have 4 days break in this week and I didn't go back.
I was spending my free time
reading Pengajian Malaysia textbook
and I only managed to finish the first chapter. -.-
Doesn't it sounds crazy?
I admitted,
I spent quite a lot of money in this week.
Not to mention how much I
spent during my semester break.
I am going to broke in any time. :/
Guess,it's time to save money.
I didn't do much in these 4 days though.
I feel like it's wasted.
I should have gone home. :s
There is one thing that
I want to comment here.
THE INTERNET CONNECTION HERE IS FRUSTRATING.
It's getting worse.
I couldn't even managed to
finish one episode of reality show smoothly.
Even if it's midnight.
Not to mention on how many times
I have pressed the pause button. URGH!
Sometimes, we expect more from others,
because we would be willing to do that much for them.
Today is definitely my day.
Woke up at 6am in the early morning for jogging.
After that, we had our breakfast at McD. :D
What a good day to start with huh? :)
And then, we went to saloon in the afternoon.
We spent our whole day there. :)
I really enjoyed my day.
How's my new semester so far?
It was okay.
But class at night for 3 continuos
days is not my thing.
I would rather to have morning class
rather than night class.
I don't know why,
I seldom talk in class nowadays.
It's not that I am still dwelling on my results,
it's just that I don't feel like
talking in class anymore?
Well, I don't know. O_o
My target for this semester?
I can't promise to anyone that I
will get a good results but at least,
I will try to get better.
Well, life gets better in time,right? :)
Just got my results yesterday.
It was... bad.
When I said bad, it's real...bad.
Yea, I failed my Mathematics...again.
Karma?
Hell yes.
The consequence?
I am under probation.
My timetable is screwed.
My whole degree life is screwed.
I need to rearrange my timetable all over again
and it means I have to be
alone in certain classes.
I hate the fact that I am going to
face these problems all by my own.
Who to blame?
Me.
Only me.
Why I am always like this?
I hate how indiscipline I am.
Will I always be the one who
chasing behind?
Hell yes if I still behave like this.
I should be grateful.
And I am lucky to be
a May intake student.
I will still get paid by PTPTN
on next year if I pass this coming semester.
But hey,life goes on,right?
Anyway,thanks to those who
showed their concerns.
Without all your supports,
I couldn't put myself together.
Thank you,guys.
Words can't explain how grateful
I am to have you guys around me
when I am falling apart.
Holiday is going to end soon.
And yeah,I am going to miss my mum. :s
书读完了，内心是空虚的，
你说，我该怎么办？
我没有《流转之年》书里
像汪育佐和魏伯安那样
老友鬼鬼的兄弟，
或许我应该更准确地说，
我失去了他们。
我还记得
我是因为一点琐碎到不行
的芝麻小事而跟他们吵了架。
一切还是那么记忆优新。
吵架吵到什么程度？
吵到现在连朋友也没得做的程度，
严不严重？夸不夸张？
我试着向他们道歉，
但是他们都不回复我。
我做人做到这种地步，
很失败吧。
这也应验了些什么的。
“可怜之人，必有可恨之处。”
我终是说：“人生终是充满着遗憾，我们能做的
只有在我们有生之年减少些遗憾，
为自己的人生弥补了些什么。”
我又能为自己的人生做了些什么？
我很疑惑。
我说：“不开心的时候，要说出来。”
但我这些无谓的感慨，
又有谁懂？
说出来，
真的会有人懂吗？
在《流转之年》里，
我学会了要对自己的人生负责任，
给与自己一个使命，
然后尽全力完全它。
我们之所以会出现在这世上，
也是老天爷冥冥之中给我们的安排，
不是吗？
这又意味着什么呢？
如果分手是可以练习的，
那，人生，可以彩排吗？
My mood was spoiled.
My internet connection is killing
me softly, like seriously.
Can you be nice to me,Little C?
(Little C= Celcom broadband)
I am tired here.
My days were sucks without
Internet back then. :s
How's my holiday?
To be frank,it is just okay.
So far, I just went for a trip.
Not to say I am complaining much
but I didn't manage to hang out with my friends,
especially my high school friends.
Because I am staying in Penang now
and most of them are in Kedah,
which is very hard for me
to reach out for them.
This is sadden me somehow.
I haven't meet them for like 3 years?
Oh,I miss them much. =/
Human are born to be complicated,
don't you think so?
I wish time can pass faster
because
I am going to KL and Penang Island
on this coming weekend;
on the other hand,
I wish to freeze this moment in time,
I want to spend more time with my mum
because I will miss her much
when next semester starts.
Speaking of which,
I bought myself two books yesterday.
The Time Traveler's Wife
By Audrey Niffenegger
流转之年
by 藤井树
I will post my reviews after
I finish reading them.
I am looking forward to buy more
books when I go to bookstore next time.
Guess that I am shopaholic huh? xD
And I can't wait to develop my films.
I guess that's all for this post.
Ciao~
