Dear diary: I am revivió

Dear diary,

it's been too long since the last blog post huh?

So, I decided to post something here.

For those who are concerning about me and of course,

my results, don't worry,

I am perfectly fine here.
At least, I am still alive here. lol.

It's not that I performed well in my September final examination,

but, I decided to let go.
Letting go is not necessary referring to giving up.

It's just that I find it pointless to dwell in the past

because there isn't anything that I could do now

to change the outcome.

If that's my fate, I just got to accept the way

it is and try more harder next time.

Sometimes I am wondering whether I

chose the right path or not.

It will be too late for me to even think about making a change now
because I am already a year two degree student.
I am running out of time and I don't have such money
to consider other options that I could have.

But, I ain't feeling regret for choosing this path.

Frankly speaking, I do like Sciences.

Seriously, I can't even imagine myself as a Arts student at all.

Actually I am amazed at myself.

Because I don't know how-the-heck-on-earth I can be this slumber this time,

or in a better word, I feel numb.

It's not like I am giving up but,

I can see this coming.

I knew that this will happen to me,

but I what I didn't expect is that it got worse.

I have a dilemma right now ---'m seriously

missing those friends that having their internship now.

Especially the two monkeys.

Knowing that they can meet each others and

hang out frequently in a month

WITHOUT me is a bittersweet experience.

The sweet is that I know that

they are having a good time and enjoying their life in

Penang and the bitter came from my sense.

----Because I know that they aren't missing me at all.

BECAUSE THEY ARE ASSHOLES. :/
They are way too busy to even think about me. :S

And what is even worse is that I need to go back

to that JUNGLE called Kampar without them.

Damn. That's sucky.

You put a smile on my face.

But then, why you took it away?

是时候来清尘了。

好久没有上来这里了。

部落格快长满杂草了，所以我上来“大扫除”啦。

电脑坏了有一段时间，让我对虚拟世界产生了隔离感。

它好坏不坏，坏在我大考前的一个月，

害我在这两个月的时间里过得很空虚来说，

最气的是考试也没考好来。TT

至于为甚么我又帮部落格更名嘛，

这。。要怪我这人就。。太善变了。

至于为什么要取名为青春纪念册嘛，

这是因为我想让十年或二十年后的我笑翻肚，

笑自己为什么终是写这种脑残的文章。XD

之前看回自己中学时写的日记嘛就足够让我笑了一整天。

今天就写到这里吧，

部落格嘛，

我很快就会再更新了，

就等我买台新笔电之后吧。

雨，下不停。

思念，斩不断。

悸动

我，只想靜靜坐在那裏，
等日出，看日落，
吹吹風，讓我的思緒隨著風
慢慢飄逝。

當大海沖蝕我的時候，
我會隨波逐流，
還是死沉大海？

我真的很懷疑，
我，
到底


做對了選擇嗎？

。

也許是心的距離越來越遠了，
我，已看不清

你的心。

淡淡的

淡淡的想念就好比是淡淡的紫色，
很溫和，卻很憂傷。

Toast, Tangled and the Cheesy Maggots

Tangle

Yelo! *In a goofy tone* wth
It's been too long since the last update.
So, I decided to come up with a new post
before the end of June.

I only post twice in this month
(of course including this post),
woah, me, myself can't believe it.
Most probably is because I am too busy
with my stuffs or either I slacked off too much. #excuse*1

Pun intended.

"Bitch, you blog just like Xia Xue.
Are you trying to imitate her?"

"No, I wasn't and I am not going to."

Fine fine fine,
I think I read too much of her
blog post already. #excuse*2

wth was all that about?

My advice:
"JUST IGNORE IT."

I realised that something is
going wrong with myself.
I am having a hard time to
control my temper recently.
I let my anger overtook myself.
I don't know whether it is just me
or too much things rushing in
that make myself feel uneasy
all these while.

I hope I can find the best solution
to solve this problem
before I hurt anyone else.

Alright, that's all from me now.
Will be updating my blog again
in anytime soon.
Stay tune! :)

All is well.

我會好好的。

不知道今天發什麽神經，
明明身體就是很累，
可是卻七早八早就起身了。

不知不覺中，
已經是Week 2了。
時間真的過得很快，
轉眼間，就錯過了過雲雨。


很多我们以为一辈子都不会忘记的事情，
就在我们念念不忘的日子里，
被我们遗忘了。


新學期剛開始的時候，
我還真的很不習慣。
在我身上，
或是在我朋友的臉上，
我終感覺到一絲絲的灰暗。
如今，我放不下的也該放下了。
多謝一直陪伴我的朋友們
給與我的鼓勵和陪伴，
我感覺好多了。

我會過得好好的。
還有，這個學期，我要爭氣點！

突然閒想起星座預測
說的一句話：
“你所擔心的只是一個小問題。”
我靠！真的耶！
我現在面對的才是大問題。