Mundane story of a dull old man

I miss my mum already.

Feel like going home right now.
Just done with my last lab report few hours ago.
Tsk me.
I took 2 days to finish it
because I am too good in procrastinating.

I figured out something.
Most of my coursemates have their own blog
but they won't share it.
I feel like digging out their stories,you know?
You have no idea how curious I am.
I know, I am such a stalker but who cares anyway.
I doubt that they will read my blog anyway.

Sometimes I wonder,who will read my blog anyway?
But then,I thought hey, this blog isn't about others,
it's about me.
So,I will keep on writing despite how bad is my English. -__-"

Here are some saying images that
I want to share with you guys:

This is what we called hectic.

I am suppose to update my blog after the test.
But I was too lazy. Tsk.
So,this is what am I supposed to post yesterday
*Beware,this is a freaking long+boring post*
:

Just finished my last test for this
semester on this morning.
And I am going back home later.
Woohoo~
I can't wait to see my mum.
I always feel good when I am home.

It's not a feeling you can describe by words.

Yesterday was a mess.
I woke up at 6.30am in the morning
and get myself ready for the PTPTN
briefing and agreement signing session.
I reached school at 7.30am and
this is
what I saw in the heritage hall.


I quickly settled down.
And I can imagined myself
queuing up for quite a time
to wait for my turn to come.

Kent offered me to come forward
to replace Kacee since Kacee is
not apply for PTPTN.
Many thanks to this sweet couple,
they save me a couple of hours.
So,I thought I can settle my application
in a short time.

What happened next was
totally a different story.
My application got rejected.
The reason they rejected my application
was my SPM slip
had exceeded 2 years,
so it cannot be used anymore.
They insisted me to get them
the SPM certificate by today itself.

My mind was blank.
I didn't know what to do anymore.
I will need to go back to Jitra
to get my SPM certificate there that day itself.
So,I called my mum to inform her the news.
She told me to negotiate with the officer
which is impossible to be done.
They want nothing from me but the SPM certificate.

I was completely clueless on
what am I going to do.
All I can do was trying to
ask for helps from people.
So,I sms some of my high school friends
to get the contact number of
Sir Fahmi and Cikgu Hamidah.
I managed to get their contact number
from Shukor.

Without any further delay,
I sms Sir Fahmi.
(Why sms?
Because he might
having class at that time
and he won't answer the call during his class.
I know him well,that's why I chose to
sms him instead of calling him.)
Basically,I explained the whole thing to him.
I asked him to scan my SPM certificate
and send the image to my email.
He was fast.
He told me that our school doesn't have a scanner.
Plus,he was not around.
I was like sei lah,what to do wor?

While I was thinking what I should do next,
mum called.
She told me to call my ex-neighbour
whether she can help or not.
So,I called.
Madam Tham didn't pick up the call at first
because she was cooking.
She called me for like after 30 minutes.
She said she already asked Madam Chong to help.
She asked me to wait for her good news.

But time seemed to be too
short for me to wait.
Sin Wei told me that she didn't
have the SPM certificate with her also.
So,she told me that same case
happened to Jackson's friend too.
What he/she did was report it to Police Station
and claimed that he/she lost
his/her SPM certificate and let the Policer officer
to sign on the slip.
Problem solved.

Me together with Sin Wei
decided to settle it in this way too.
We quickly called the Taxi driver to fetch us to the
Police Station to make the report.

Before that,we went to a photostat shop first.
Because Sin Wei already told her father to fax
her SPM certificate to her.
I decided to call the officer
from my high school to fax it to me too
instead of making report to Police Station.

Phailed me.
I can't recall back the contact
number of my high school.
I searched over the internet to look for it.
So,I called.
The officer picked up the call and they
promised me that they will fax it to me.
I waited and waited...
They did fax to me but it's not clear. -__-"
I called again and they said the
officer is not around.
I was like what?

It's already 2pm++ at that time. o_o
The officer picked up the call
after 15 minutes.
The officer told me that my SPM certificate
was with Madam Chong. >///<
...
Finally,I got myself a clear copy of
my SPM certificate.
Me and Sin Wei walked back
to home as quickly
as possible because I was short of time.

While we were on our way go
back to our hostel,
I was thinking how am I suppose
to go to campus at that time.
I reached my hostel at 3 something
and I saw Susu. ^^
I asked him whether he can fetch
me to campus or not.
He didn't think much when saying yes.
What a nice friend,right? :D
I handed up all the document and the
PTPTN officer finally approved my application.
What a hectic day,right?

P/s: Many thanks to those who helped me.
Especially Tung Keat,Kent,Kacee,Sin Wei,
Madam Chong,Madam Tham,Sir Fahmi and etc.
You guys rock!

Anyway,that's all for this post.
*Exhausted*

Guilt

I am tired of telling myself

what to do and what not to do.
I tried to make myself disciplined
and yet I failed to do so.
I am so going to get one digit
for my SB midterm.
(It's a fact,you got to believe it.)
=///

I actually called my mum just now
to share my feeling.
And you know what my mum said?
"It's okay,son.
Just try more harder next time."
I felt more guilty after that.

...

Speaking of which,
I was sick for the past few days.
The feeling?
It was awful.
I had never been that sick in my life.
And I would never want to
be this sick anymore. =/

I want to thank those people who
were concerned about me.
Thank you,people.
Appreciated that.
Especially Alex.
Thank you,bro.

Had been downloading quite a number of
movies for past 2 weeks.
I don't think I can watch it in a short time
but I won't stop downloading movies.
You know why?
Because I try to make good use
of internet while I am not around too.
Wth right? LOL

Recent Downloads:





I am addicted to:



Don't worry,
I am not using any P2P softwares
to download movies like my housemates did.
I am not that kind of inconsiderate person.
(Not forget to whine a little bit in my blogpost.
Wth right?! HAHA)
I am just using a streaming video
program called QVOD.
It will automatically save the video
I stream from the internet.
(For certain websites only.)
In fact,I like it very much. :)

That's all for this post.
See ya.

Lazy Weekend z_z

Didn't spend much time on revision
for past few days.
Was kinda disappointed with myself
for being so undisciplined. =/
Still,why I am here?
Wth,right? ;p

13th August(Friday 13th)

Went to Sing Karaoke with Jess and Sin
on Friday night.
It was kinda crazy actually.
We actually shouted when
we were singing.
We were trying to beat the guy that was
singing outside our room.
Not to mention about how
bad was his singing
but he sang so loud
until to a point that
we lost our mood to sing. -.-
Siew Sin actually shouted all along
the Karaoke session.
She actually lost her voice after
the Karaoke session. >//<

14th August

Was planned to start my revision but ended
up watching The Back Up Plan instead.



Basically,the story revolves how a distrusted
woman should learn to trust people and
believe that true love existed.
I would say it's worth for watching.

15th August

Went to Tesco to have our lunch
because we were sick of calling delivery.
(*We* included me,Jess and Joy)
As usual,we chose Sushi King
as our destination to dine.
Was kinda disappointed with the foods
that has been served.
After that, I had my dinner at Little Little Cafe.
I would say,not bad.
I definitely will go
to there to have my dinner again.

Okay,it's time to turn in.
Will continue my revision on tomorrow.

Anemotionalnight

Currently listen to

Secondhand Serenade's latest album
- Hear Me Now.


There are few songs that I like,
Something More, Reach For The Sky,
You and I,World Turns
are few of them.
Well,basically I like most of the
songs from that album.

Yesterday night was awesome.
Although I got a little bit bored
when they were having worship sessions.
(For your information,
I am not a Christian.)
But I do enjoyed the talk though.
It was inspiring and yet mind blowing.
The words of Pastor Lee Burns
is still stuck in my head now.


Live inside out,not outside in.

I called my mum this afternoon.
Guess what?
She is not mad at all.
She asked me not to
be upset over what is already happened.
She promised me to
buy me a new pair of shoes
when I happen to go back to my hometown.
It's not her intention of buying me
a pair of new shoes
that touched me deeply;
it's her intention to make me feel better.
She actually tried everything
to make me happy.
I love you,mum.

In return,
I promised my mum
not to dwell on the past.
There is a reason why people came
into our life and leave.
They made us to realize that we deserve
a better one in our life.




I miss the old us.

There should be a rainbow after the rains

"What is passed is the past, don't dwell on it."

That's what I said to my friends
when they were down.
But why I can't apply the
same theory on myself too?
Pathetic.

I lost my shoes yesterday.
I went back to my hostel
from campus at 3 something.
As usual,I put my shoes at the shoe rack
that is provided by my owner.
After that, I went to my room and
surfed the internet for 1 hour plus.
When it was about 5,
Queen texted me.
I went down and while I was
searching for my shoe,s
I realised that it was not there!
It was stolen by someone
and I didn't know how it happened.

You might say:
"Come on,it's just a pair of shoes,right?
Why be upset over it?"

I bet that *** thief had no idea how much
it meant to me too.
It was a gift from my mum
and it meant a lot to me.
It's not like something that you can
simply replace with.
I don't know how am I going to explain that
to my mum. =/

Alright,I should go to sleep now.

I will be fine.

A turnover

There is one thing that I am absolutely sure.

I just screwed up my AnP quiz.
That was a total mess.

I was not in a mood to do anything
for past few days.
And it's not only me.
I bet most of the my coursemates
were not happy about the news too.
Because most of my coursemates didn't
managed to get the PTPTN loan too.

Thank God for listening to our prayers.
It was a big relieve to get to know
that that's just a system errors after all.
We all managed to get the PTPTN loan.
That's the greatest gift I ever received.

By the way,I am going to my first concert tonight.
I can't believe that this is happening.
I have never been to any concert before.
So,I am kinda looking forward to the concert. ;p
Will update my blog soon. :)
See ya.


Unite+Conquer,
here I come! :D

We've gone our own ways
and I know it's for the best,
but sometimes I wonder
if I'll ever have a friend like you again.

A prayer

Sometimes, I wonder why the word suppose

are being created.
It's not embedded in the genes indicate that anyone
in this world should treat you right.
It's not works like that.
But if anyone of them did,means they really love you.

I didn't think like that before.
I took things for granted.
I supposed that my parents should
treat me right like as they owed
me in my previous life.
I used to whine a lot about
how my life is unfair compare to others.

I seldom listened to what my dad said
to me while he was alive.
I will just let him yammering on
and I won't pay much attentions
on the conversation.
We seldom talked
because we whenever we talked,we argued.
We seldom spent time together too.
He spent his most times on his works.

I guess I never expected that
I will lose him at my early 18.
I can't see it coming
because I never expected unfortunate
will hit me twice.
I thought he will be fine after
what he had experienced on 2005.
(He was a Chronic Heart Disease patient)

I guess that's the punishment I get
for taking things for granted.
(Karma?)
I learnt my lesson pretty quickly after that.
I can't afford to lose anyone anymore.

Live life like there's no tomorrow.

All I wish for now is my PTPTN application
will be approved.
I couldn't put any burden on
my mum anymore.
This is too much for her.


God,can you hear me?

Live life like there's no tomorrow.

Nutrition Food Fair 2010 :D

I am getting lazier to update my blog nowadays. -.-

Yesterday was a great day.
We as Biomedical Science Y1S1/S2 students
were hosting an event called
Nutrion Food Fair 2010-
Moving Towards Personalised Nutrition.


Some photos I grabbed from J-On

I am glad that all the hardworks really paid off.
It was a big success.
We got all the compliments from lecturers
and people who happened to stop
by to support us.
I even heard that some of them were whispering
something like:
"This event is organized by Y1 students?! Woa!!"

Pictures:







Thank you,guys.
Without all of your supports,
our event won't be that successful.
And to all Biomedical Science Y1S1/S2 students:
"You guys are the best.
Thanks for all your hardworks."

I was a little bit paranoid
when I was doing my SB tutorial question paper last night.
I don't know what I can do with
Question 2 and Queen 5.
So,what if this kind of questions came out
in my final paper?
I am not going to left it blank.
I don't want to get a bad grade anymore.
I have had it once
and I would never try to screw up
my life anymore. =/

A quote to share:
"Screw your life,but don't screw it twice."

"If I were given a chance to complain about my life"

"When things don't flow in our ways, human
tend to complain a lot."

Do you agree?

Me,myself used to complain a lot too.
I used to ask this question when my dad
passed away on 2008:
"Why would this happened to me?"

I even thought of cursing God for the
unfortune that happened in life.

"Why I am not handsome/good looking?"
"Why I am not tall enough?"
"Why I am not born in a rich family?"
"Why I am not muscular?"
"Why I can't further my study in foreign countries?"
"Why I am still single?"
"Why I am not popular?"
"Why I had to repeat?"
"Why I don't have much friends?"
"Why people don't treat me like how I treat them?"
.
.
.
But I didn't complain because
everything happen for a reason.
And I believed that God is trying to make me
a better person.
To experience the life like no others did.
To be stronger in life.

"God won't give me a task that I can't handle."

"Words are always easy to be said than to be done."

"I am stuck here in this life that I didn't ask for~"

I very much like this song EXCEPT this line.

My life is good.
I chose the right course to study,
I have a caring family,
I have few close friends,
what do I lack of?
Seriously,I shouldn't complain about anything.

I actually feel much better after I
talked to Maha.
Well,I can't share about the contents
because it's confidential.
And thanks to those who concern about me.

"Words are always easy to be said than to be done."

I told myself that
I need a change.
To be someone who is more positive
but I failed again and over again.
It's just so annoying to hear my thoughts.
If you can hear my thoughts,
I bet you would think the same.

I encouraged people to be positive
but what I did to myself?
Nothing.
Too stubborn to make a change I guess.
Instead of being emotional all the time,
why I can't spend more time on my study?

Basically, I was being emotional for nothing.
I just couldn't mix around my coursemates,
that's it.
Stupid,right?

And here are some saying images I grabbed
from Saying Images which I think it's something
nice to share with :