Anemotionalnight

Currently listen to

Secondhand Serenade's latest album
- Hear Me Now.


There are few songs that I like,
Something More, Reach For The Sky,
You and I,World Turns
are few of them.
Well,basically I like most of the
songs from that album.

Yesterday night was awesome.
Although I got a little bit bored
when they were having worship sessions.
(For your information,
I am not a Christian.)
But I do enjoyed the talk though.
It was inspiring and yet mind blowing.
The words of Pastor Lee Burns
is still stuck in my head now.


Live inside out,not outside in.

I called my mum this afternoon.
Guess what?
She is not mad at all.
She asked me not to
be upset over what is already happened.
She promised me to
buy me a new pair of shoes
when I happen to go back to my hometown.
It's not her intention of buying me
a pair of new shoes
that touched me deeply;
it's her intention to make me feel better.
She actually tried everything
to make me happy.
I love you,mum.

In return,
I promised my mum
not to dwell on the past.
There is a reason why people came
into our life and leave.
They made us to realize that we deserve
a better one in our life.




I miss the old us.

There should be a rainbow after the rains

"What is passed is the past, don't dwell on it."

That's what I said to my friends
when they were down.
But why I can't apply the
same theory on myself too?
Pathetic.

I lost my shoes yesterday.
I went back to my hostel
from campus at 3 something.
As usual,I put my shoes at the shoe rack
that is provided by my owner.
After that, I went to my room and
surfed the internet for 1 hour plus.
When it was about 5,
Queen texted me.
I went down and while I was
searching for my shoe,s
I realised that it was not there!
It was stolen by someone
and I didn't know how it happened.

You might say:
"Come on,it's just a pair of shoes,right?
Why be upset over it?"

I bet that *** thief had no idea how much
it meant to me too.
It was a gift from my mum
and it meant a lot to me.
It's not like something that you can
simply replace with.
I don't know how am I going to explain that
to my mum. =/

Alright,I should go to sleep now.

I will be fine.

A turnover

There is one thing that I am absolutely sure.

I just screwed up my AnP quiz.
That was a total mess.

I was not in a mood to do anything
for past few days.
And it's not only me.
I bet most of the my coursemates
were not happy about the news too.
Because most of my coursemates didn't
managed to get the PTPTN loan too.

Thank God for listening to our prayers.
It was a big relieve to get to know
that that's just a system errors after all.
We all managed to get the PTPTN loan.
That's the greatest gift I ever received.

By the way,I am going to my first concert tonight.
I can't believe that this is happening.
I have never been to any concert before.
So,I am kinda looking forward to the concert. ;p
Will update my blog soon. :)
See ya.


Unite+Conquer,
here I come! :D

We've gone our own ways
and I know it's for the best,
but sometimes I wonder
if I'll ever have a friend like you again.

A prayer

Sometimes, I wonder why the word suppose

are being created.
It's not embedded in the genes indicate that anyone
in this world should treat you right.
It's not works like that.
But if anyone of them did,means they really love you.

I didn't think like that before.
I took things for granted.
I supposed that my parents should
treat me right like as they owed
me in my previous life.
I used to whine a lot about
how my life is unfair compare to others.

I seldom listened to what my dad said
to me while he was alive.
I will just let him yammering on
and I won't pay much attentions
on the conversation.
We seldom talked
because we whenever we talked,we argued.
We seldom spent time together too.
He spent his most times on his works.

I guess I never expected that
I will lose him at my early 18.
I can't see it coming
because I never expected unfortunate
will hit me twice.
I thought he will be fine after
what he had experienced on 2005.
(He was a Chronic Heart Disease patient)

I guess that's the punishment I get
for taking things for granted.
(Karma?)
I learnt my lesson pretty quickly after that.
I can't afford to lose anyone anymore.

Live life like there's no tomorrow.

All I wish for now is my PTPTN application
will be approved.
I couldn't put any burden on
my mum anymore.
This is too much for her.


God,can you hear me?

Live life like there's no tomorrow.

Nutrition Food Fair 2010 :D

I am getting lazier to update my blog nowadays. -.-

Yesterday was a great day.
We as Biomedical Science Y1S1/S2 students
were hosting an event called
Nutrion Food Fair 2010-
Moving Towards Personalised Nutrition.


Some photos I grabbed from J-On

I am glad that all the hardworks really paid off.
It was a big success.
We got all the compliments from lecturers
and people who happened to stop
by to support us.
I even heard that some of them were whispering
something like:
"This event is organized by Y1 students?! Woa!!"

Pictures:







Thank you,guys.
Without all of your supports,
our event won't be that successful.
And to all Biomedical Science Y1S1/S2 students:
"You guys are the best.
Thanks for all your hardworks."

I was a little bit paranoid
when I was doing my SB tutorial question paper last night.
I don't know what I can do with
Question 2 and Queen 5.
So,what if this kind of questions came out
in my final paper?
I am not going to left it blank.
I don't want to get a bad grade anymore.
I have had it once
and I would never try to screw up
my life anymore. =/

A quote to share:
"Screw your life,but don't screw it twice."

"If I were given a chance to complain about my life"

"When things don't flow in our ways, human
tend to complain a lot."

Do you agree?

Me,myself used to complain a lot too.
I used to ask this question when my dad
passed away on 2008:
"Why would this happened to me?"

I even thought of cursing God for the
unfortune that happened in life.

"Why I am not handsome/good looking?"
"Why I am not tall enough?"
"Why I am not born in a rich family?"
"Why I am not muscular?"
"Why I can't further my study in foreign countries?"
"Why I am still single?"
"Why I am not popular?"
"Why I had to repeat?"
"Why I don't have much friends?"
"Why people don't treat me like how I treat them?"
.
.
.
But I didn't complain because
everything happen for a reason.
And I believed that God is trying to make me
a better person.
To experience the life like no others did.
To be stronger in life.

"God won't give me a task that I can't handle."

"Words are always easy to be said than to be done."

"I am stuck here in this life that I didn't ask for~"

I very much like this song EXCEPT this line.

My life is good.
I chose the right course to study,
I have a caring family,
I have few close friends,
what do I lack of?
Seriously,I shouldn't complain about anything.

I actually feel much better after I
talked to Maha.
Well,I can't share about the contents
because it's confidential.
And thanks to those who concern about me.

"Words are always easy to be said than to be done."

I told myself that
I need a change.
To be someone who is more positive
but I failed again and over again.
It's just so annoying to hear my thoughts.
If you can hear my thoughts,
I bet you would think the same.

I encouraged people to be positive
but what I did to myself?
Nothing.
Too stubborn to make a change I guess.
Instead of being emotional all the time,
why I can't spend more time on my study?

Basically, I was being emotional for nothing.
I just couldn't mix around my coursemates,
that's it.
Stupid,right?

And here are some saying images I grabbed
from Saying Images which I think it's something
nice to share with :