Restless

"Oh darling don't you ever grow up,
don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling don't you ever grow up,
don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you
Wont let no one break your heart
No one will desert you
Just try to never grow up
Never grow up..."

Taylor Swift - Never grow up

Sometimes,
I wished that I never grow up.
Things are very simple back then.
But now you get easily depressed just
simply because you can't complete a single task.
I was very disappointed with myself
on how I screwed up my presentation.
I was too anxious and I just let the
nervousness take over me.

I guess, it just so frustrated to know
that no matter how much efforts you put in,
you still get the same results and you
are still the one who left behind.
And when that happened,
you just couldn't stop doubting
and questioning yourself.
This Political Science
is getting on my nerves!
I barely have time for myself
because of this stupid assignment.

ARGH!
I just can't wait to get over THIS!

How I wished that I can go home now. :s
Unfortunately,my mum won't be around
on this weekend.
I serious NEED a
place that I can run to now. :s

Thank god, I still got friends
to keep me entertained
before I went mad. :)

Well, I got to go now.
Bunch of work are waiting for me
to take them down. :s

P/s: I hate that I have to
attend lab on Friday. T__T

Life is too short to be serious.
Now, laugh your ass off! XD

Blah blah blah~

It's been 13 days already since the last update?!
It's either I got nothing to write about
or I am just simply busy with
my daily activities.

Cycling to campus is plain tiring.
I am thinking of taking the bus instead
of cycling.
Whenever I reached campus,
I felt like all my energy have been drained.
And how am I suppose to pay attention
in class with such condition?
I know right, I should exercise more
instead of giving myself those
unnecessary excuses.
I miss playing badmintons. :s

I am too lazy to do anything recently.
I just feel like sit back and relax
without worry of anything.
But I can't be LIKE this anymore.
These coming weeks are going to
push me to the limit.
Political Sciences assignments,
Political Science midterm,
Metabolic Biochemistry report,
replacement classes,
blah blah blah~
I must get myself plenty of sleep
before I could fight them off. @_@

Well, well, well,
Valentine's day is tomorrow.
It has nothing to do with me initially
as I am currently happily single
but it had become an issue
to my Sakai family.
It's either they
( or I should just simply put *him* instead)
couldn't wait for getting me a girlfriend,
or at the very least,
a date for Valentine's Day?
I think they don't understand
English sometimes. -.-
Seriously, do you guys really think that
being single is a bad thing?

Yes, sometimes I get jealous with
those couples but then,
I am not ready for that yet.
(What do you mean by
not ready for that yet? O_o)
Okay, let's put it in this way.
I am not a person that
fall in love easily.
This is just not me.
Many people get into a relationship
because they don't want to alone or
they just simply
don't want to be loveless.

Now, this I don't understand.
You don't get into a relationship
because you want to feel love.
Getting in a relationship
is a big thing!
You don't fell in love with somebody
yesterday and then you
break up with her/him on next day.
A relationship means commitment.
If both parties are not committed
to each others,
then, there is no point to
start a relationship.

A relationship means responsibility too.
You take care of each others
and solve the problems together.
It's not like when something happened,
you gave up on it.
I might be open to other aspects
but I am totally conservative on this.
Well,it's time to go to bed.

P/s: Happy Valentine's Day!