Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Abandoned



He was abandoned
His face was still and expressionless
He got no one but himself
He wished he could care less
Maybe he should start to realise
that he could live without friends

"Things will getting better," He said to himself.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Crave

I wish I am in Penang now. Tsk.

I want to have these:


Foods from The Manhattan Fish Market

If I am not mistaken,it's called Fire Plate.
As far as I concern,it's not available in Ipoh also,right?
Too bad. =/


Daifuku

We called it Muo Ji.(麻籽)


Strawberry Daifuku
*drool*

I wonder where can I get this.
I won't why they don't have it here.


Turmeric Rice/Nasi Kunyit/黄姜饭

I still remember how grateful I were when I get
to taste this food.
(This is the food where most people will serve
it when their children reached 1 month old(满月).)


Glutinous Rice(糯米饭)

I used to have it as my breakfast.


Oyster Omelet (蚵仔煎)

There are still few to be shortlisted.
I can't list all of them out because my vocabulary is limited.
Tsk.

That's all for today.
Will be updated soon. :)

Friday, June 25, 2010

《刺猬法则》


“所谓“刺猬法则”是说
为了研究刺猬在寒冷冬天的生活习性,
生物学家作了一个实验:把十几只刺猬放到户外的空地上。

这些刺猬被冻得浑身发抖, 为了取暖,
他们只好紧紧地靠在一起,
而相互靠拢后,又因为忍受不了彼此身上的长刺,
很快就又要各自分开了。

可天气实在太冷了,它们又靠在一起取暖。
然而, 靠在一起时的刺痛使它们不得不再度分开。
挨的太近,身上会被刺痛;离的太远,又冻得难受。




就这样反反复复地分了又聚,聚了又分,不断地在受冻与受刺之间挣 扎。
最后,刺猬们终于找到了一个适中得距离,
既可以相互取暖,又不至于被彼此刺伤。”

人与人之间的关系不就是那样吗?
靠得太近反而会弄巧反拙,
进而言之破坏了彼此的感情。

大多数的人(包括我)会觉得住在一起
会增进彼此的关系,
其实不然。

例子:
我和丈夫已婚三年,几乎是天天在一起,
因为我们工作也是在同一单位。
过去他无论去哪儿,都要带我去或都要告诉我,现在完全变了,
基本上都不愿我去也 不告诉我。
生活显得异常的平淡,真可谓索然寡味。
有个邻居,丈夫是长年在外的军人。
她非常羡慕我们,常说他们的婚姻因双方难得一见而只有形式。
正因为如 此,我觉得婚姻的内涵就是亲密无间,朝夕相处。
现在看来,我们的婚姻其实也只是一种形式。
她在他们那种“形式”中还存在着一种相互牵挂,
可我在我们这种“ 形式”中除了平淡外,
似乎什么都没有。
这种可怕的平淡简直让人窒息,因此常想去找个“情人”。
也许不成天在一起还要好些?

日对夜对,
反而会产生反感;
因为太了解对方了,
反而容易产生摩擦。
保持适当的距离才是王道。
同意吗?

文章出处:
《刺猬法则》

Thursday, June 24, 2010

The way I am =)

I just feel like blogging after
I read Joing's blog.

I have to admit that I am not a person
that is easy to be liked.

To be straightforward,
it's an impossible mission to be in a good term
with me for a period of time.
Unless you got the patience. =[

Many thanks to those who
really give a
damn to me.
I mean,you guys could have leave me alone
but you guys didn't.
It's a blessing to have you guys as my friends.



And to Mr.Gerald,
I will give my best shot and
try not to stressing out,okay?

Dear Amigos,
Te Amo Chicos.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Lost and gone



I tried to reach out for you
but you always keep a safe distance
between us.

Your eyes were locked at mine,
then,you looked away.
Your face were cold and
your eyes were dead.
I wanted to shout at you
but no words to be uttered.

I stared at the night sky
and it reminded me of you
and how good we used to be.

You have always been a good friend
of mine.
You were always came to my house
and find me first before the
tuition class started.
You will never get tired of teaching me
Mathematics.
(I know,my Mathematics sucks.Tsk.
You don't have to remind me of that,
okay?)

We used to celebrate our birthday together.

Now it's gone.
But don't worry,
no one can ever replace you.
Never.

You are always my brother,
the first and only one.
Take good care of yourself
and I hope that we can meet someday.

P/S: Just finished folding my clothes.
What am I doing here?
It's 2.37am already.@_@
I need to go now.
Adeus.

Monday, June 21, 2010

What a day =p



Thanks to Queen Phail,
I was having a great day.
She is just so freaking funny
and *perasan*.
Queen of Vain I suppose.XD

Oh yeah,
I met with another friend of Queen
Phail today.
The funny thing is that I just added
her yesterday.
I was LOL when Queen Phail said
she wanted to fetch her.
But I gave her a big Hi anyway.
(Like I promised.)
HAHA.

Speaking of which,
I just realised that I got so
many things to settle in
these two weeks' time.
Mathematics assignment,Structural Biochemistry
lab reports,Nutrition Quiz,PTPTN application...

Time is running out.=/
So,no more procrastination,
Steve Loo! XD

Ciao.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Happy Father's Day



Some lost are not meant to be found.
How I wish I can see you again,
but it couldn't be happen.
Never.

I am so sorry.
I can't take it anymore.
I wanted to pretend that nothing happened,
but,
sadly,
I couldn't.
My eyes are filled with tears
and my heart is drenched in ice.
How I wish I could hear your voice again.
But it couldn't be happen.
Never.

The darkness is overwhelming.
You were the one that drove it away.
You were my light,my strength and my life.
But now it's all gone.

Feeling useless.
Feeling lost.
Nothing seems to be right.

If I were not being feeble,
if I were tough,
if I didn't cry or fall,
would I be better?



I miss you,Dad.
Terribly.
Btw,Happy Father's day.

Friday, June 18, 2010

Loneliness



Looking at the pictures that had fade its colours,
I cast down.
I felt cold on the outside;
empty on the inside.
This feeling is something that cannot be beaten.
In all my attempts at overcoming it,
I have fallen.
Its power is too overwhelming
for one to conquer.

Lost in this darkness,
I try to overcome it with fear and pain.
Nonetheless,
I failed.
My only wish is to have someone
here to rid me of it.
Someone here to hold me tightly
and whisper in my ear:
"Everything will be ok, I'm here now"
Only they aren’t here,nor are they coming.

Oh how I long to be rid of this feeling,
but onward I must tread with its weight
upon my back.
And it's is way too much for me to uphold.
Unable to be rid of this
hurt and pain
for loneliness knows no company...

Is this the feeling of being lonely?

I don't know.

"Loneliness is the most terrible poverty."
-Mother Teresa

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Yoi ichi-nichi \(^_^)/



Yoi ichi-nichi!

So,what does it means?
If you are smart enough,
you will find the answer by google it.=p
But if you are not smart,
(Chou di gong mah~XP)
I will tell you the answer.

What's it?
.
.
.

It means GOOD DAY in Japanese.
(良い一日) =)

I was having mood swings for past 2 days.
(If you read my blog,you will know
what am I talking about.
But if you didn't,
feel free to scroll down.XD)

I am feeling much much
(
multiple times * infinity)
better now.
What else can I complain?
Today is going to be a good day.
Nice weather+No more mood swings
+No more class
=One fine day.


Picture of the day

Hope that you guys are doing good there.
Btw,have a nice day,peeps. =D

Realise



Yeah,I was wrong.
It was my problem.

Whenever someone was trying to point out
something to me,
I chose to neglect it.
I never thought about it.
I was living in denial.

I will get mad whenever someone was
trying to correct my mistakes.
I was being self-righteous all this while
and hurting people I love without my realisation.

I need to learn to listen to what people
say about me.
It's not necessary for me to adapt
or follow like what others did
but at very least,
I should listen.

I need to change before I hurt somebody else.


If you don't like something change it;
if you can't change it,
change the way you think about it.
~Mary Engelbreit

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Temper

I don't know what's wrong with
my temper recently.
It's getting out of control nowadays.
I have been arguing with the same person
for over 2 days.
I am not sure that whether it's my
problems or another way round.
Maybe I have became one of those guys
with bad temper.
Can it be?
I won't know.



I always have issues with guys,
I just can't talk to them,
it's like they don't understand what
am I talking about.
Maybe they just simply don't like me?
I don't know.
Speaking of which,
I would rather hang out and talk to the
girls doing that to the guys.

Vishu pointed out something to me.
He claimed that my statuses are
mind blasting.
Maybe he is right.
I have to admit that I am a mean person.
Sometime I wrote something and
people got offended and I won't know.
I just don't think much when I posted
those statuses.
Maybe that's the reason that most people
don't like me?

You tell me.

I hate to know the facts
that people don't like me and
they were actually talking behind my back.
I just can't pretend that nothing
happened.
I am a human.
I got feelings too.
I just can't shut my emotions off.
It's not working on me.

I am mentally exhausted at this moment.
I got too much thoughts spinning
in my head right now.
You know what I need the most right now?
I need a rest.

Ciao.

Friday, June 11, 2010

蒲松龄

How's my current life?
I would say it's pretty good.
I actually feel great.=)
Is it because I finally get what I want?
Maybe.

I have been watching this series for these past two days.


《蒲松龄》

It's a love story between a fox and a human being.
I actually used Google Translator to translate the word-狐狸精.=p


Nice Hong Kong drama series I would say.
What's the last Hong Kong drama series I watched?
If I am not mistaken,it's 《宫心计》.




Thumbs up for Hong Kong drama series.
I can't wait to watch 《巾幗梟雄2》and 《宫心计2》.


Well,it's time for me to get back to my study.

P/S:I haven't finish my chapter 1 of Anatomy and Physiology 1 yet.
>///<

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Grateful =D

First of all,
I want to thank God for answering my prayer.
*Big grin*
I can't be any grateful for getting what I
wanted all this while.



Dear God,
I promise You to try my very best
in my study.
I won't take this gift for granted.
It's not a thought or just a word,
I will realise it and prove it to You.
It's not the feeling I can
describe it with words.

Thanks for everything,God.

Let us rise up and be thankful,
for if we didn't learn a lot today,
at least we learned a little,
and if we didn't learn a little,
at least we didn't get sick,
and if we got sick,

at least we didn't die;
so, let us all be thankful. -Buddha


Amitābha

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

The Twilight Saga: Eclipse OST






My new crush:



Neutron Star Collision(Love Is Forever) by Muse

It's not a song that you will like it when you first played it.
You need to feel it.
The song is perfectly suited for Eclipse.
I can't wait to get this soundtrack.

Will update more with you guys soon.
Till then.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Uncertainty

Just realised that some of my friends
might leave UTAR soon.
I never thought this would be
happen to me.
I am too fragile to accept the fact that
they might leaving.
Why would this happen to me again?
WHY ME?
But there's nothing I can do but pray for them.
I hope they are making a right decision.
I can't stop them from going to somewhere else
that suit them better,right?
I am not that selfish person.
I wish them all the best.

Like what I said,life is always unpredictable.
What we can do at most is to reduce the regret
we experienced in this life.



Speaking of which,
I had a talk with Yin Mun just now.
We wandered all around the Westlake.
It was fun and relaxing.
When was the last time I did this?
I can't remember.
I miss those days when I
was in foundation.
I had a lot of fun back then.

P/S:I miss you,WK.
Hope that you are doing fine there.
Just to let you know that
I never regret to be your friend.
You are always my buddy.
Take good care of yourself,will ya?

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Wallpaper

BEWARE!!!
This would be a heavily loaded post ever
as it contains lot of images.

Just to let you know,
I change my wallpaper once a month.

Here are the choices:


Edward Cullen


Isabella Swan

Last but not least,


Jacob Black


I chose this instead. *Wink*

And some wallpaper I found on Fanpop:









I can't wait to watch Eclipse.=S

Damn you for your cowardice



"Damn you for your cowardice!" I thought.
Yes,I was being a coward.
I let myself drown into my
own
sorrowfulness.
I was thinking and doubting way too much
than I deserved.

I gave up too easily.
Believe it or not,
I have made up my mind and
I decided to give myself a chance
to prove to myself that
I am not a coward.

I am now pronounce that
I am bracing myself for the challenges
I am yet to face with.
I shouldn't give up that easily.
Never try,never know,right?

P/S:Thanks to Mr.G and Queen Phail
for your advices and supports.