Mama

"Mama, you gave life to me...
Goodbye is the saddest word that I hear..."

Can you feel me?

I just finished watching
One Million Star （超级星光大道）.
I was weeping again when I watched
the performance of Erika.

Erika singing Goodbye is the saddest word



My tears continue to fall when
I watched the performance of 陈珂冰.

陈珂冰 singing You light up my life



Both of them were dedicating the
songs to their mum.
My emotion was too strong that
I couldn't stop dropping tears.

I still remember that how
bad ass I was back then.
I am so sorry, mum.
I will love you more now.

My mum's unfailing and unconditional love
is the strongest strength for me
to keep on fighting for life.

I couldn't afford to lose my mum now.
I can give up everything that I have now
but not my mum.
Damn, I just have so many emotion
inside of me now.
I feel like singing out loud both of the songs and
dedicate to my mum now.
And I want to tell my mum now that
how much I love her.


Mama, I love you.

P/s: Will update again on what
had happening yesterday.
Till then.

Crazy and sentimental much

I was weeping when I watched
A letter from Mom and Dad.
Don't mind me,
I am a sentimental freak.

What's the saddest thing that
ever happened in my life?
Yes, it's about my dad.
Me and my mum were not
there when my dad passed away.

I still remember that night.
Those roads were crowded with vehicles.
I had so much things that
I wanted to share with my dad
but I were not given a chance to talk to him,
not even once.
I miss you, dad.
Sometimes, I think you are still here,
it's just that we can't see your presence
but we can feel you.



"Those who do not know how to weep with their
whole heart don't know how to laugh either."
It's true.

People won't learn to appreciate things
until they lost it once.

Okay, no more sad stories.

I am sure everyone
had a blast yesterday night.
It was the craziest party ever.
No doubt.
There are few things that I want to highlight.
Throwing the pieces of cake to each others,
that's first.
Second, we were eating the
cake on the floor.
Then, we had true or dare.
Crazy much. xD



Sorry, I don't have the photos
with me right now
because I took those photos
with my analouge camera.
Don't blame me if those
photos were not properly taken.
I am still new to Lomography. >///<

Okay,that's all for now.
More to come. :)

Laughters and Joys :D

Okay, why rain now?
I find it very annoying.
It's like everytime when
I thought of going out to have dinner
and it rains. WTH?!
Alright, let's not going too far
from the topic, alright?
Why I feel myself behave like
an old man now that
always whine about almost everything?
Dilemma. LOL.

The Ipoh 1 day trip was awesome.
We went to Ipoh yesterday.
First, we have our dinner at this
cafe called Momo Cafe+Steamboat.


Location: Padang Ipoh
(It's located at the same row
as Old Town White Coffee)


The sauces


The menu


The materials


The side dishes
I especially like the lamb chop.


Momo Roasted Chicken :D


4 of us, bloated. >///<>cheap actually.

Then, we went to Ipoh Jusco to watch
Unstoppable.


It's thrilling! :D
I like this kind of movie!
It makes your heart
pumping real hard every
second all along the movie and it's
UNSTOPPABLE.
You can feel the chill
running up your spine. ;p

So, after the movie,
we went to McD.
We were talking, gossiping,
laughing real hard all along. :D
We had come to a conclusion
saying that playing the *Heart Attack*
is even thrilling than watching
the movie - Unstoppable.
LOL

Last but not least,
we went to Fu Shan Dim Sum
to have our breakfast before
we went back to Kampar.


What a enjoyable+crazy+random trip. =p

Those craziest days in my life.

Just celebrated Vivian's birthday with the gang. :D

Life is awesome that to a point
that I couldn't complain.
No stress, just sit back and relax.
How enjoying. :p
Still, I need to prepare myself
for next week test. :/

Past two days was my craziest
period in my life.
I should start the story from
the very beginning.

It was Sunday night.
When it's 11pm,
I went to McD with friends.
I reached home when it was 1am.
Then, I tried to sleep but
I couldn't help myself
for staying up late.
I slept at 3am and
I got class at 8am. -.-



After class,
I went to Pit Hung's
house to help them with their
computer assignment.
I worked myself until 5pm.
Then, we went to campus
to attend PM class.

After that,
I was informed that
I need to redo my PM assignment. >///<

So, I went to Juelyssa's house at 10pm
and then worked myself until 3am.
Imagine, how tired could I be?
On the next day, I woke up at 1pm.
Then, I went to Pit Hung's house again.
I worked myself from 3pm to 8pm.
After that, I suggested to my group
to have file management for our
computer assignment.
Because it's kinda messy.
So, I did.

I managed to finished everything at 4am.
Gosh, I must be workaholic. -.-
I don't think I can take this anymore.
I am so glad that I am finally
done with all my assignments. Thank God.

New Dawn

Sometimes, we just lost the compassion
to do the same thing again.

So, answer me, will you do those stupid things
like what you did in the past all over again?
Well, I bet most of you will answer:"No."
But I will say yes.
It's not like I am childish or what,
it's because that we are still young!
We ought to be happy,
not depressing over some small matters.
(Sarcastically, I am the one who
is always who feels emotional.)
Irony huh?


2. Reminiscing the good times.

Finally, I am almost done with
my assignments.
I want to say sorry to my groupmates here if
I weren't doing my job
as I supposed to.
Thanks to all my groupmates
for all the supports, tolerances
and understanding.
You guys are awesome. :D

Anyway, I want to wish my best friend, Sheau Huei
here a very happy birthday.
Have a good one. :)

Doubt

Sometimes, I think, I am crazy.

Seriously, no joke.
Sometimes, I got upset for nothing.

WHY CAN'T I JUST BE HAPPY ALL THE TIME?

I ponder.

My life has been good.
My friends always accompany me,
I have never be alone.
Never.
It is just the emptiness that buried
deep inside my soul are killing me.
I always doubt myself at everything.
I think my friends got pissed
of that too.



I hope I won't get
any mental illness in my early 30s.
Seriously, I mean it.
I couldn't imagine the pressure that
I am going to face with
when I am working.
I wonder if I could take that?
Hmmm...yet to find out.

The greatest property that
I possess is the love from my friends and family.
I couldn't ask more.