Doubt

Sometimes, I think, I am crazy.

Seriously, no joke.
Sometimes, I got upset for nothing.

WHY CAN'T I JUST BE HAPPY ALL THE TIME?

I ponder.

My life has been good.
My friends always accompany me,
I have never be alone.
Never.
It is just the emptiness that buried
deep inside my soul are killing me.
I always doubt myself at everything.
I think my friends got pissed
of that too.



I hope I won't get
any mental illness in my early 30s.
Seriously, I mean it.
I couldn't imagine the pressure that
I am going to face with
when I am working.
I wonder if I could take that?
Hmmm...yet to find out.

The greatest property that
I possess is the love from my friends and family.
I couldn't ask more.