Yesterday night, I was having an awkward moment. I was having a hard time to share about my own privacy. I don't feel like answer when people ask me about my relationship. This is something that I want to keep to myself.
People think that I am crazy sometimes. But what people don't know is that I can get pretty serious too. I just don't like to expose that part of me to public.
Sometimes, I get annoyed when people ask me about my relationship. They will add a why at the back. Seriously, you think that being single is a disease that can't be cured or what? The next ridiculous question would be: "Are you gay?" WTH?! Yes, I used to get pissed off when people put me into this shit. Can't you guys just stop asking? If I am gay also, it's none of your concern, right? It would be my family concern.
Okay, back to the topic. Believe it or not, I had two relationship before. Okay, that's it, I think that's enough for now.
I hope this shit will end soon. I hope I won't being asked about my relationship anymore.
Yea,I went to sing K again. Twice in a week, awesome huh? Wee~ I am pretty enjoy my life now. It's because I am always surrounded by awesome people here. That's only reason I like about Kampar. I can't imagine to live in this place without friends. Seriously, I can't even imagine. And I can go mad for staying close with Kah Hui and Chin Hooi for a long period. They couldn't stop *cendok* me. -.-
Am I the only one who is slumber here? I am still in a holiday mood now. I feel reluctant to do anything now. So far, I have only went through one chapter of Pengajian Malaysia. I don't even start doing my assignments yet. Guess it's not hitting me hard yet? O_o
Kent and Szeung, both of you please be happy,okay? I don't know what can I do to make you guys happy but I am here if you need someone to talk. Cheers.
Is it the season of love yet? I feel like it's time for me to start a relationship. To have a girlfriend? To have a boyfriend? << Okay, this sounds crazy. LOL~ Ignore me, I just want to spam my blog post. ;p
I went to Tesco 3 times in this week. I went to jog and had my breakfast at McD on 2 consecutive days. I have 4 days break in this week and I didn't go back. I was spending my free time reading Pengajian Malaysia textbook and I only managed to finish the first chapter. -.- Doesn't it sounds crazy? I admitted, I spent quite a lot of money in this week. Not to mention how much I spent during my semester break. I am going to broke in any time. :/ Guess,it's time to save money. I didn't do much in these 4 days though. I feel like it's wasted. I should have gone home. :s
There is one thing that I want to comment here.
THE INTERNET CONNECTION HEREIS FRUSTRATING.
It's getting worse. I couldn't even managed to finish one episode of reality show smoothly. Even if it's midnight. Not to mention on how many times I have pressed the pause button. URGH!
Sometimes, we expect more from others, because we would be willing to do that much for them.
Today is definitely my day. Woke up at 6am in the early morning for jogging. After that, we had our breakfast at McD. :D What a good day to start with huh? :)
And then, we went to saloon in the afternoon. We spent our whole day there. :) I really enjoyed my day.
How's my new semester so far? It was okay. But class at night for 3 continuos days is not my thing. I would rather to have morning class rather than night class.
I don't know why, I seldom talk in class nowadays. It's not that I am still dwelling on my results, it's just that I don't feel like talking in class anymore? Well, I don't know. O_o My target for this semester? I can't promise to anyone that I will get a good results but at least, I will try to get better. Well, life gets better in time,right? :)
Just got my results yesterday. It was... bad. When I said bad, it's real...bad. Yea, I failed my Mathematics...again. Karma? Hell yes.
The consequence? I am under probation. My timetable is screwed. My whole degree life is screwed. I need to rearrange my timetable all over again and it means I have to be alone in certain classes. I hate the fact that I am going to face these problems all by my own.
Who to blame? Me. Only me. Why I am always like this? I hate how indiscipline I am. Will I always be the one who chasing behind? Hell yes if I still behave like this.
I should be grateful. And I am lucky to be a May intake student. I will still get paid by PTPTN on next year if I pass this coming semester.
But hey,life goes on,right? Anyway,thanks to those who showed their concerns. Without all your supports, I couldn't put myself together. Thank you,guys. Words can't explain how grateful I am to have you guys around me when I am falling apart.
Holiday is going to end soon. And yeah,I am going to miss my mum. :s
My internet connection is killing me softly, like seriously. Can you be nice to me,Little C? (Little C= Celcom broadband) I am tired here.
My days were sucks without Internet back then. :s
How's my holiday? To be frank,it is just okay. So far, I just went for a trip. Not to say I am complaining much but I didn't manage to hang out with my friends, especially my high school friends. Because I am staying in Penang now and most of them are in Kedah, which is very hard for me to reach out for them. This is sadden me somehow. I haven't meet them for like 3 years? Oh,I miss them much. =/
Human are born to be complicated, don't you think so? I wish time can pass faster because I am going to KL and Penang Island on this coming weekend; on the other hand, I wish to freeze this moment in time, I want to spend more time with my mum because I will miss her much when next semester starts.
Speaking of which, I bought myself two books yesterday.
The Time Traveler's Wife By Audrey Niffenegger
流转之年 by 藤井树
I will post my reviews after I finish reading them. I am looking forward to buy more books when I go to bookstore next time. Guess that I am shopaholic huh? xD And I can't wait to develop my films. I guess that's all for this post.
