I decided not to living in denial anymore. I have to admit that I am no good in Science field. The reason I chose to major in Science field is that the job scope is more wider and the salary is more promising. (To be exact,stable would be a right word.)
And you guys will ask: "Are you serious?"
YES,I am 100% sure. And it would be a big release.
Let's say I try my very best and get a pointer of 2.0++ for my course every semester.
What can I do with my certificate with a CGPA of 2.0++? Will I get employed among the competitors? The answer is no,a big one. People would rather to hire a candidate who possessed a good academy achievement instead of me.
So,why would I want to struggle? It's pointless,right?
If you were expecting an emo post from me, I am sorry,
you have came to the wrong place. I have decided to brace myself for this separation. It's not suppose to be a sad ending, I still can meet her someday right?=P It's not like we are not going to meet each others for the rest of my life. It's not the end yet.
She will get what she wanted soon or later. It's a good thing after all.
At the very least, I still got the chance to say goodbye to her.
Here are some pictures when we were camwhoring:
Me and Sheau Huei
Gerald and Sheau Huei
Sin Wei and Sheau Huei
Speaking of which,we got the chance to spend some quality time together. We watched Shutter Island and played Left 4 Dead 2 together. Sheau Huei was yawning all along the movie. TSK. What a spoiler.
Too bad,we didn't have the chance to watch A Nightmare on Elm Street.=S
By the way,I am going to start my degree life on tomorrow. I hope that I can meet someone who speak the same language. Anyway,that's all for this post. See you guys around.=D
I have a bad news to share at here. Sh is leaving. It's no longer a thought. It's decided. I find it kinda hard to accept the fact that she is leaving even though I have heard about the news for quite some time. Oh yeah,I am having quite a time. Emotion,it strikes me again.
How my life would be without her? ... No one would fold clothes for me. No one would yell at me with some vulgar words, example:Bastard.(Oops,bad example.) No one would accompany me to go to Saloon to cut my hair. No one would be as excited as I am when the new episode of Gossip Girl and Vampire Diaries is been released. No one would watch Eclipse with me even though we failed to watch Twilight and New Moon together. No one would knock at my door with such strength. ... ...... Nothing will be the same. . . .
I have to admit the fact that I am weak in handling emotions. I hate to say goodbye.
To Sh: It's my pleasure to meet with you and having a friend like you. I wish you all the best in your future. Do take good care of yourself. So long,my friend.
There are some posts which made me laughed so hard. It took me a few minutes to realise that I was the one who wrote all these craps. (I will still continue with my craps. I just got so much to share.lol) It's just so dorky.
Now,I can tell why some people were trying to make a fool of my English. SERIOUSLY,I need to improve my English. My English is as bad as it seems.TSK.
But it won't stop me from blogging. People said practice makes perfect and I believe that. I am still in progress of learning proper English and I want to be dedicative blogger with good English in the future.=) Wee~
Btw,I spam quite heavy on my blog's view counts while I was checking on my blog.lol.
Yeah,you got me right. It's another movie reviews. (I am sorry if I get you guys bored, I just don't have much feelings to be shared. I ain't get Emo as frequent as Mr.Ger so,I beg your pardon here.XD)
Alright,back to the topic. So(I used too much of *So* but I don't know what else can be used), I watched Wolfman last night. Plainspoken, it was overrated by me. I had high expectation on this movie but it failed me. For your information, it's highly inappropriate for the kids and those who hate violence. (I bet Sh screamed when she watched this movie, or at least,closed her eyes.lol) And there is way too much of exposure of organs and bloods.
I figured out the Werewolves in this movie look like King Kong.LOL. (No offence,okay?)
If I were given a chance to choose between Werewolf and Vampire, I will go for Vampire. Come on,Werewolf is stink and ugly.LOL.
Till then. It's time for me to sleep anyway. Adeus.=)
I was talking to Jeff this afternoon. We had a short conversation and he told me that he was watching Shutter Island and he thought it is nice. So,I went to check it out. To be frank, I was thrilled and tempted than I ever expected. I thought it was a horror movie and the beginning is kinda hard. (Sorry,I am just not that smart. You know me,right? *Wink*) Then I got hooked after that. Let me give you guys some ideas and you guys try to put it up together alright?
. . . Teddy Daniels(Leo DiCaprio) was a Marshall. He was sent to an island called the Shutter Island to find the missing patient,Rachel Solando, the most dangerous patient on the Shutter Island. Rachel was a missing patient that was claimed cause the deadth of her 3 children. Rachel Solando left a clue in her room: "The Law of 4,who is 67?" While Teddy Daniels was on his way to find out the truth, he figured out that this whole thing is a conspiracy. He believed that the doctors were doing some experiments on the patients in that place. He had been dreaming about his wife,Dolores Chanal who gave him hints and mental supports almost every night. In his dream,he was asked to kill a man who burnt the house and cause the death of his wife named Andrew Laeddis.
. . What if he finds out that there was no other man who called Andrew Laeddis but he,himself is the person who caused the death of his wife? And there was no Rachel Solando but Dolores Chanal?
I will now leave it to your guys. Do tell me if you like that movie too.=D
I was rushing back to Kampar because I thought I can get all the application settled on that day too.
Apparently,I was wrong and I have to put the blame on UTAR this time. I wasn't sure to go back to Kampar on Friday at first because I was juggle between the choices. My mum wanted me to stay for another few days but I insisted to settle my stuffs earlier so that I can start my classes on time. (If I was able to apply for course transfer on yesterday,I can get the results on the orientation week.)
Then, I gave a call to UTAR on Wednesday. THEY told me that I can get the bill from Wednesday onwards. So,I went to their office yesterday and they can't find the BILL!!! They wanted me to write an formal letter to REQUEST for the BILL. I was like:"WHAT?!!!" That's the "fun" about UTAR. They always gave different answers. So UNPREDICTABLE huh? (For your information,I can only apply for the course transfer after I paid my bill.) Isn't that GREAT? I have to wait for another few days for the bill. zZz~~~
I got my internet connection back to work yesterday.
All of the sudden,I have this urge to watch something. So,I put the DVD in and played this movie: The Bounty Hunter.
This is the first time ever that I have this I-don't-know-what-did-I-watch-and- I-don't-know-what-to-write-for-my-review feeling.
If I am not mistaken, this movie isn't available on the Malaysia big screen yet.
Plot:Milo(Gerard Butler) is a bounty hunter. One day,he was giving a mission to set her ex-wife Nikki(Jennifer Aniston) to jail. Milo was being cold hearted to his ex-wife Nikki, then he realised that he is the one who screw up their marriage. So,they decided to make it right again.
P/S:The ending is kinda pointless and boring.(z.z)
So,yesterday I got my results. Knowing that I don't have to repeat again and I am going to be a degree student, that's a BIG release. I thought I am going to repeat again for not trying my VERY best. I can't slept for few days after the final exam and I prayed to YOU.
Thanks to YOU. YOU heard my prayer and you lend me YOUR mighty hand. YOU can't imagine how grateful I am. I gave my word to YOU: I will try my VERY best now and then and I won't take this GIFT for granted.
P/S:Thanks to Gerald Chong and all my friends who supported me all this while.
Plot:In the year 2019,a plague has transformed most every human into Vampires. Faced with a dwindling BLOOD supply, the fractured dominant race plots their survival; meanwhile, a researcher works with a covert band of vamps on a way to save humankind.
Imagine,if you are Vampire in the year of 2019, what will you do if you are craving for blood and there aren't enough BLOOD to supply? What will you do?
There is a funny fact that you will see in this movie, that is: Under certain degree of exposure to sun, Vampire will turn back to Mortal, don't you guys think it's rather whimsical? *Giggles*
You know,I have been dreaming to be a Vampire. (Watched too much of TV I guess.lol.) After watching this movie, the thought of being a vampire just shake me off. I can't stand for being such a ugly creature like this:
They called it the Subsiders. Creepy huh? Want to know how a Vampire can turn to a creepy creature like this? Find it out in Daybreakers.
Anyway,it's a MUST if you are a big fan of Vampire. (Example,me.*Wink*)
Enjoy the movie & sleep well. (Sarcasm) *Chuckles*
I was so bored just now. I thought I am going to have lifeless day again. So,I go to 33md.com to find some movie to watch. Fortuitously,I found this:
Valentine's Day
Yay~!
I had the urge to watch this movie since Chinese New Year 2010 but sadly I didn't have the chance to watch it on the big screen(Cinema).=S
It's a good movie to watch if you are a big fan of Jessica Alba,Ashton Kutcher,Julia Roberts, Eric Dane,Bradley Cooper,Taylor Lautner,Taylor Swift and etc. (I didn't copy names,I just remember.=))
And if you are a big fan of Romance, you should watch it too.
There are some few dialogues I want to highlight here. I found them sweet and I want to share with you guys.
Estelle:"Listen to me.I know I let you down. Maybe you don't think I deserve forgiveness but you gonna give it to me anyway,because when you love someone,you love all of them. That's the job."
Edgar:"I know that now.
Estelle:"I'm so sorry.And now,please,you gotta love everything about them. Not just the good things,but the bad things too. The things you find loveable,and the things that you don't find loveable."
Jason:"In a relationship,you have to accept the other person for all of what they are,not just the parts that are easy to like. And you are stupid if you turn your back on something as important as love."
Reed:"Somebody out there love you.Then I got to thinking... What if they found out that someone was me? Would they want me to be the one that loves them? Kate:"I would...want that."
to come back to Kampar on 8th of May. (Why I make this sounds so serious?lol!)
I am glad that he insisted to come although he had some difficulties while he tried to find the way to back to Kampar.=)
Yeah,he did change somehow. (He made me want to sing one song: Who are you now? Are you still the same or did you change somehow? FYI,it's part of the lyrics of I Still by Backstreet Boys)
He changed to a mature person now. He is no longer hyper and he has a deeper insight now.
I am happy for him but still, I miss the old Jeffrey. I miss the hyper side of him. =S
One thing that he never change is his-so-vain-ness.lol We didn't happen to go to Ipoh but we happened to watch 2 movie together. Sweeney Todd and Ip Man 2.
*Not to forget to write the review for this movie.* 1st,Sweeney Tood is awesome. I love the background music, dialogue and all-those-musical-things.
2nd,Ip Man 2 is just okay. Maybe that is because I am not a big fan of action movie? Anyway,it's just my personal opinion. Don't get offended,okay?
Picture of the day
To Jeffrey: I am sorry if I get you bored.=S I am so glad that you came,really. Keep in touch.
Well,I just finished all my papers. But why I don't feel released at all? I feel like stressing out.
What's my problem? You guys probably think I am over think or what but seriously, I DIDN'T do well in my both Mathematics paper. I feel so sorry to my mum but yet, I have tried my best to understand the question and answer it. Still,it's didn't please me. I don't feel any better.=S
I am vague about my future. Can I make it this time? Is it the end or just another prologue of my nightmare? GOD knows. Frankly to tell, if I never make this through, I don't know and I can't imagine how depress I can be. My sister told me that study is just a part of my life, not ALL of it. But without a certificate,how much salary you expected to get? Unless you are talented in some fields but the thing is I can never be one. It's not me for being negative,it's the facts.
Well,I am off to bed now. I need to rest my mind before it went crazy.
XD
I ll prefer having few best friends, instead of having bunch of hi-bye friends.
In case I don't have friends tat could or willing to understand me well,
I would rather be alone XD hehe =D
Me:
Actually,the real thing is no one can understand you better than yourself.
Well,I tried but I don't know why,I just feel want to meet more friends,
I want to have few best friends too but then,
I don't know if it will last long or not.
Buddy:
Hmmm.. I get your point.
Doesn't it seems like I am 'investing' in few,
while you're 'investing' in many. hahaha.. in the investment theory,
You can reduce the risk in that, but in the same time,
it reduces the return,too.
while for me, I ll get back a lot when I am earning,
but might lost all the capital when the market goes down too.
XDDD and I am not ...convincing you to act just like me do,
I am just giving my opinion =)
and I wish you ll found one trustworthy 'invest tool' which
You can put your full heart and effort in it. Good luck, buddy ^^
Me:
Yea.That's it.I don't like word-investing.We used that word on someone before,
remember and I don't want to be like that someone.=S
Well,I can't help myself,sometimes people take my concern as extra,they
don't need it and I feel hurt sometimes but still,
I keep moving with it and yes,it might not give me a big
reward but I am kinda satisfied with it...
I told you before right?I got a top list,I pay more concerns
to those is top in my list too.
Just that I can't pick the best among them.I don't know it's good
or not but time will tell.
Thanks.I hope so.=D
You too.=D
Buddy:
haha.. for sure it's just an example to bring out things I want to say.
haha.. don't worry, buddy XD
yaya.. same here.. for those who did goes with me for a period
of time, that I already put them in the so called 'forever best
friends' list in my heart, I wont mind keep putting effort on them,
though they might ignore me at all..><
yaya time ll tell which is the real friend, and sometimes, yuan fen. ^^
I already got le. XD something changes with time but something
doesn't,you know what I mean? XD
Me:
It's good to keep a list.It help you to concentrate on those who
need our concerns and give them supports when they need us.
That's what we are,sometimes,I feel like a fool and things are out of control
and people that I love disappointed me.
For example,when I am down,no one was there for me and when
they are down,I am always with them but,
I will forget about it soon enough.
I called myself a fool sometimes for doing that but they still need us.
We will see things clearer as time passed.
It helps us to identity our real friend.=D
Buddy:
I believe that, there ll be someone who is worth for us giving so much ^^
how much we can get back,
it doesn't matter much, as long as we are both happy, that's enough ^^
will be leaving Utar in few months. I was having a mixed feeling when I heard about the news. Well,I feel happy for her and yea, I can't deny the facts that I am going to MISS her. I know,it sounds so dorky but anyhow, I still want to write it out before it's too late.
She was my coursemate and the first time I met with her was in Biology class. She was the one who make a lot of noises in the class. I didn't know her at first and she was the one who approached me first. She figured out that I was stuck in my Chemistry before the test. So,she asked me whether I needed help or not. She was being so nice to me and teached me patiently. Then,after few days, I asked her out for dinner. (She is still using that to tease me nowadays.= =") We are getting close day by day. I went to her house for almost everyday and there was the place I met with her housemates, Lee Yin,Christine and Joy. Me,Jess and Sheau Huei hang out for almost everyday. We went to school together sometimes, we skipped class, we had our dinner together, we hang out for almost everyday, we did our assignment together, we shared food, we watched movie together, we played True or Dare together. There are so much things we did together. Our(Me and Sheau Huei) favourite colour are blue. We like to eat spicy dishes. We liked to order Sambal Fried Rice at Sheng Yip. We spent our leisure times at Cyber Cafe and played Left for Dead together. We did last minute revision together.
Although we used to argue with each others at most times but we won't be mad at each others for a long time.
And I am being grateful because our friendship last until now. Plus,we are house mate now.
She is a nice friend, she is always care for me when I was down and I really appreciate that she is still by my side now, she will support me whenever I encounter with any problem.
Dear friend, I really hope that this friendship can last forever and I wish you all the best in your future. Now that you get what you wanted for so long, I really feel happy for you.
Last but not least, I am glad to be your friend and I want to ask for forgiveness if I ever offended you in the past.
So long,my friend. Do promise me that you will take good care of yourself and do keep in touch with me. Last but not least, I want to share some photos here. Enjoy.
The first day we took photos together
I was trying to steal her *dog* XD
Me,Christine and Sheau Huei
Sheau Huei and Jesslyn
Christine,Joy and Sheau Huei
Me and Sheau Huei
Me and Sheau Huei at Westlake Garden
Maggie's Farewell Dinner
We bought the Death Notes T-shirt together and we camwhoring with it.XD
Before the presentation started
What a coincidence,we all wore black T-shirts at that day.XDD
Yesterday night, I lost my BIKE. Guess what? Because I didn't learn my lesson. I lost IT once before and here I am, losing IT again. Guess that I am too carefree, I didn't appreciate IT, that's why I lost IT. It's karma huh? I was having a hard time to accept that the facts that I am losing IT. This BIKE,used to be with me for almost 1 year and 4 months. I used to use IT to fetch my friend, I used to use IT to go wherever I wanted to. I didn't pay much attention on IT during all these days. I used to go to campus by bus. I haven't notice that I have been neglected IT all this while. I am sorry... I derseved the punishment and you deserved a good owner, unlike someone like me. I will definitely miss YOU. So long,my BIKE.
